Wednesday, October 14, 2015

Pain, Sickness, And Depression


Welcome To My Life

Hi. My name is James Hilary.  I’m not much of a writer, so please excuse my inadequacies, spelling, grammar, and that kind of stuff.  I don’t even like to write but I felt compelled to express things in my world: The unseen world. My world.  The reason is that for a long time I though I was the only one that lived this abnormal life that i live.  But I found out that there are many out there living the same life.  What kind of life?  A life of pain.  A life of insecurity. A life of self-hate. A life of depression and loneliness. And it’s not a life of anger or resentment toward other people.  I (we) created this life on our own.  We used our God given right to choose and we chose and ended up where we are.  Sure, there may be others that have those kinds of feelings towards others. Always looking for reasons for where they are and they blame other people for their own bad choices.  We choose not to do that because we know we had many opportunities to make the right choices and we didn’t. Why? Who knows. Maybe if was out of our selfishness.  Maybe out of our desire for immediate gratification.  Maybe  because of low intelligence.  Or, maybe because of a girl. Lol.  Again, who knows.  But my goal and purpose in writing this is in hopes that the person reading this, you, will not venture down that same path and end up living in the Shadows as we have.  Because the Shadows is no fun place to live.

How It Feels To Live In The Shadows

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What It's Like To Live InThe Shadws

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